Strange title, huh? I was going to call it job hunting, but that doesn't quite seem right at this stage.
I'm coming to the conclusion that I want to leave my job. I'm really not happy and it has affected every aspect of my life (including all my relationships). Life just doesn't seem fun to me right now.
It isn't that my job is horrible or anything, I talk to people and document the requirements for the technical staff. Not a bad gig, seemingly. I think it is more the organization I work for than anything else.
One thing is for certain, I'm done with Corporate America. I know that I can't spend the rest of my life working in a large organization.
At 39 years of age, this may be what they call a mid-life crisis... who knows. That term seems to carry a negative connotation and I don't think that it is ever negative to want to find some way to enjoy life more.
There is one idea that I've been playing with over the last couple of weeks (music related) that I will probably pursue, part-time. But I need to figure out what I really enjoy doing and find some way to do lots of that.